So I've been feeling nostalgic lately. This entry is part of it. I've been re-watching television shows I viewed as a child, reading books I had forgotten I had once loved, and even contacting people I thought I had lost touch with permanently. Maybe once we find ourselves stuck in the moment, we feel the need to look at where our journey has taken us thus far. Being recently confronted with disatisfaction in my life, I'm scurrying to pick up the peices of my past and figure out where I went wrong. Can I put the puzzle back together again? Was it complete to begin with? I keep thinking about how nice it would be to go back to being carefree; like a child, but I know that eventually I will have to rise from the ashes and move on.
Can we, as humans, ever truly be happy when we are so ruled by our emotions? Perhaps not. But I'd like to try to move on and put down the things of the past that once made me so happy, and find new things to make me smile. The question I leave myself to ask is: Will the moment I let go, be the moment I touch ground?
We'll see.
Posted at 03:51 am by
sleepy
