Writing has become a chore for me. I feel no need, urge, initiative, will, or want to write about anything but dreary meanderings and half-ass ideas.  I feel like my life lacks forward momentum, ya know. I feel as if the planets are dropping out of the sky and sliding down my throat like gumballs...Whoa, I can't believe the shit that I write sometimes...I'll get back to you on that later once i find my momentum, initiative, creativity, whatever, etc.